Saturday December 15 - 2:22AM
Ok so I've made the decision. Once and for all, and I will not deviate
from my convictions. And so here it is spelled out for anyone who cares
to read it.|
I've been a heroin addict for the past 12 years or so, today, I've finally decided; not 15 mins ago that as of this moment I will allow myself to go through whatever withdrawls I need to go through to finally put this shit to rest.
I know I'm gonna go through some pretty shitty time, but I will document it all here on this page.
My name is Sebastian Souto and this is my last year as a junkie.
Saturday December 15 - 8:25PM
Today has not been a good day for me, but, although I've spent the greater
part of my day going from bed to toiled to puke; from feeling like I'm freezing
to profusely sweating my ass off.|
A large part of me wants me to just say fuck it to the whole thing- I am quite literally ten minutes away from Vancouver's Downtown East Side where I can get as much heroin (and whatever else I might want) in about three to five minutes from the bus stop.
But I will not, instead I will continue to write it all here. I have made up my mind that I will do something constructive for a change;
'And what might that be?', You are probably sarcastically thinking to yourself - I know I would be.
Well, admittedly I have been a complete idiot for a very long time - dissappointed both my family, my friends, the love of my life and of course myself most of all.
And so I will take this final opportunity to show everyone that I can do this. And I also would like to show the good people of Vancouver that even those of us who have fallen through the cracks and I'm sure are the great shame of our city are capable of being productive.
I've met many people in the DTES (Downtown East Side) and I've seen some great talent there, from wonderful native carvers to painters that spend their time creating masterpieces in Gastown.
Yes I believe we all have our talents.
Mine has always been computer programming. And so starting tonight I will be starting work on a series of tutorials in which I will be going through creating, from scratch the classic Tecmo arcade game Solomon's Key I will be using Unity 2018.2.5f1.
If you are interested in learning, and the thought of learning from someone with substance abuse problems doesnt deter you from it.
Please check back soon ---